I know I wasn’t going well. I am lost. I worried a lot. I don’t know where am I going or even when and how to start. I even refuse to commit my prayer time where I know it’s what’s lacking in me.
My mind is clouded with fears, resentments, doubts, and worries of what the Lord’s plan for me. I’m impatient and stubborn of what the Lord is trying to reveal to me. When in the first place, it is the Lord who forgives and fulfills plans only if I trusted Him more and obey all His commandments.
I need to get back in track. Choosing the Lord means denying myself, take my own cross and follow Him. I need to establish again my prayer time, scripture reading, and meditating His words.
Lord, may your divine intervention be with me.