I am afraid of the mere thought of death. It’s taboo for me. I am not ready yet. Maybe I’m too young ? I haven’t done fullest my strengths and capabilities. All in my mind these days is I’m gonna die because of leptospirosis. I got fever,chills,coughs and LBM.
Okay ,this get my attention. The picture hits me because I know for a fact that many times i tried to be with them like fit in just to stay in that group or they tried to make me one of them but I am not. I could not lie to myself that I can never belong to any of those group.
It’s better off for me to be where I am comfortable with.
Yes she is my niece. My minute three week old cutie and squeeshy baby gurl. Babies are adorb and fragile that literally blows my mind whenever I see them breathing, shadow punching and throwing off their hands and feet anywhere and most importantly their feed-me-moments with their mothers.
She’s a blessing out of parent’s unthinkable and impulsive deeds. Everything has its purpose and she is a good purpose in our imperfect family. Thank you God how you turned our mourning to rejoicing. She is yours Lord. She really is.