Boloy

Sometimes. I am entertained of the song ” Boloy” by a Pinoy Rockband Parokya Ni Edgar. I can be that Boloy who gives or shares what she has and what else can she offers to everyone. I am particular to the time and service to people that surrounds me for that’s all what I only have.

It saddened me because I am too much. Too much to think, too much to care, too much to give off and that too much, sometimes, what gives me pain and hurt. That sometimes, I observed and noticed, people care less. I’ve seen so many faces. Familiar faces. Too well faces, in fact.

Boloy, indirectly, sends me signal. Signal that I know everyone oppose it. Disbelief and probably asked millions of speculation that soon label one person’s unfortunate event. I don’t want  that kind treatment and legacy if I we’re dead. End that crooked stigma of yours. It’s not beneficial and healthy.

Put into your hearts, minds, souls and strengths to actually live your life at the   moment. Acknowledge your flaws, shortcomings and lapses. Build up and improve your skills, talents and gifts. Encourage and empathise each other. Cry and kneel before the Lord. Study scriptures. Learn and relearn. Be appreciative. Submit and obey. Be humble and the finale?

 

 

 

enjoy seriously.

 

I think I’m Gonna Die Soonest…

I am afraid of the mere thought of death. It’s taboo for me. I am not ready yet. Maybe I’m too young ? I haven’t done fullest my strengths and capabilities. All in my mind these days is I’m gonna die because of leptospirosis. I got fever,chills,coughs and LBM. 

The invitee, the invited and the leader

Yes. We are innocent and shy in front of the camera. Haha. 

I want to be me.

You are you and I am His.

I have a dream that I’m working on.

Me in a Crowd

Okay ,this get my attention. The picture hits me because I know for a fact that many times i tried to be with them like fit in just to stay in that group or they tried to make me one of them but I am not. I could not lie to myself that I can never belong to any of those group.

It’s better off for me to be where I am comfortable with.

The Wacky One

😛😂

Privilege

I am in great in privilege and deep honor to have listened and stand beside such deep in wisdom and relationship with the Lord Doctor Jake Yap. 

The Lord had favored Him for being a faithful and strong willed man and a servant throughout the years. I am inspired of how God called and equipped this brother to be His and serve the community of faith. I look forward for more interactions and teachings preside by him in the name of the Lord.

Kudos kuya Jake! 

the huge and the minute.

Yes she is my niece. My minute three week old cutie and squeeshy baby gurl. Babies are adorb and fragile that literally blows my mind whenever I see them breathing, shadow punching and throwing off their hands and feet anywhere and most importantly their feed-me-moments with their mothers.

She’s a blessing out of parent’s unthinkable and impulsive deeds. Everything has its purpose and she is a good purpose in our imperfect family. Thank you God how you turned our mourning to rejoicing. She is yours Lord. She really is.

1: forty-three thoughts

One. Later today my mother-not-biologically, Marione Ravago, our term of endearment will be taking her board examination for architect. I am very much worried and nervous on her behalf for I know the feeling of the pressure in takin thr exam. All the emotions and ideas of reviewing the lessons for the past years has come to be tested.

I lift her concerns and worries to God for in Him everything is possible. May the Lord equip, strengthen, uphold, inspire, guide and grant her confidence and wisdom in taking the exam.

May the Lord grant her peace of heart and mind during and after the exam. I pray that the result will truly make her victorious for she deserves it. Lord it’s your will to follow and may you grant her acceptance and gratefulness in her heart and mind.